I don't understand why I don't feel convicted when I do something that I know is wrong or that isn't pleasing to God. For example I did sometime to someone yesterday and don't feel a bit bad about it. In fact I think what I did was hilarious. I guess I feel that he needed to see what it's like to be treated badly. That's just one lame example but I know there are numerous more. I don't feel bad about anything hardly ever. I guess it could have to do with not being in tune with God by not reading the bible like I should. I don't even feel bad about that. This is getting off topic, but I do wish I had that desire and hunger to read the Word daily. I know it is amazing when I actually do read it. I wish the more I read it, the more I'd want to read it. Like I've heard others say happens to them. I do know that I struggle with reading Proverbs talking about the wicked and the righteous. I always see myself as being related to the wicked when reading that.